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Cold Prospect

by Antiscion

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1.
And so it's judgement day how long could we delay a bitter end? I used to feel for you so much more than I knew away you send how much of this friendship can we mend? I know this isn't the way and we dont have to do this today but it breaks my heart the way that we part I know that it's my fault too the reasons why we're through but you broke my heart and we fall apart When you take off your crown and everything comes down I know you won't be around and now I know this wasn't true the way you thought you knew but still you follow through You think I want to burn? and now I will endure a bitter end and this how we learn we learn to start again you were my friend this isn't the way that we should end I'll need you to listen I have to speak a new vision there is a light beyond the darkened cloud There's no need for this friction to indulge in a pointless division there is a light beyond the darkened cloud When you take off your crown and everything falls down I won't be there to frown and even now I know this isn't true the way that you withdrew another point of view
2.
Panic Attack 04:21
You found another way to take this out on me burnt to the third degree torn apart to pieces I've never felt so far away this is what it means to be afraid you found another way to take it all from me and I can't breathe (and I can't breathe) I'm falling down from here 'cause I can't breathe I'm trying to see clear I'm falling down from here 'cause I can't breathe I'm falling to my knees You found another way to get this out of me scared and wanting to flee there's a part of me that doesn't really want to know this is what it means to build my own the possibilities of escape are difficult to believe I can't conceive (and I can't breathe) I'm falling down from here 'cause I can't breathe I'm trying to see clear I'm falling to my knees 'cause I can't breathe I'm trying to see clear (and I can't breathe)
3.
Overthrown 05:00
(and the patches I had worked to cover up the wounds are overthrown) Take my hand to summon up this feeling now and then we find it's almost gone I hoped that you wouldn't want to take me there this is not gonna work magic for me There's not a minute I want to take I have to find a natural break I won't be coming back for anyone's sake Every time I catch myself when I remember I'm alone check the balance push the limits and I find the seeds are sown I haven't thought about the pain enough to face this on my own and the patches I had worked to cover up the wounds are overthrown You did your best to summon up this demon now and then we find it's almost gone I hoped that you weren't going to leave me bare you are not gonna work your spell on me face this on my own (there's not a minute I want to take) when I remember I'm alone (I have to find a natural break) and I find the seeds are sown (I won't be coming back for anyone's sake) when I remember I'm alone
4.
I don't know how to get away from this I've given up the hope of any bliss seems like nothing's for me to decide and I haven't got the will to face my pride Everything gets written down I won't make the same mistakes again and when you want to come back home it wont be me that lets you in again It's the fear I'm trying to stay strong but it's taking its toll on me I've lost myself to the fall and the fear has cut me free I know it's not your fault I'm in pain but I'm feeling so unclear the fear has blinded me I don't know how to get away from you I've given up the plan to start anew seems like nothing real is on my side and I haven't got the will to stay and fight (I've lost myself to the fall) (and the fear has cut me free)
5.
Anathema 06:22
He is watching everything I do just to see if it is true but I told him it was wrong for me to see this thing through I have everything I need to continue in my greed but he said that it was wrong for me There is nothing more that I can do to myself I will be true and I told him nothing's wrong with me I have all the strength I need to hold on and disagree but he said that it was wrong, I see In me anathema is born and in my soul you want me gone in this evil that's taken over me and I am through in my soul you want me new because of this evil that's taken you with everything that you want me to be And everywhere I go you tear me into three you're taking me apart I dont know how I could be free when you are all I know this is how I fall I'll run far from you and you won't know at all and everywhere I go I feel it in the air I'm drawing down the line the wave is washing over me and dont you know he's there watching all the time I'm picking up the pace and hoping that I'll find
6.
Problems 05:07
You use your problems as a weapon against others I'll take the lesson learned and call it off for me this impression as a picture of my problems and I will figure out it all I guarantee sometimes I want to switch my place with another's and I don't recognise these problems as my own if I explain the reasons why into your face you still won't know I'm having enough problems without you I can't add to my load this nexus draining all I have I can't rejoin the fold why are you doing this to me I don't know if I can hold I'm having enough problems without you to redefine my world when I figure out my questions I'll be happy but I don't recognise these secrets as my own always terrified I'll never find a place here and I don't recognise these faces as my own like nothing shouldn't be evading clarity I know it's hard but this is me
7.
Peregrine 02:11
8.
Phase 05:39
and this is what it took for me to take away I felt it in the moment it all fell away I found something I knew in every avenue and this is what it took for me to take it all away There wasn't much to say I had to find my way I felt it in that instant that ever fateful day I had to learn before there isn't so much more but this is what it took for me to find the hidden door and this is how I knew that I just couldn't do I felt it in the moment it all came through I thought this couldn't be a false identity and this is what it took for me to learn how to see it was a phase you were a phase
9.
Don't tell me this is how it should be I feel you take it out on me if I run, I'll fall I'll never take it all of what you thought of me [of what you did to me] feel this sacred melody just take it slow and ride on me don't tell me this is how it should be I feel you take it out on me (when my words become too mean you'll have enough to depart from me) don't think you know what's best for me an exercise in futility (when my words become too mean you'll have enough to depart from me) I know that we'll be over when planet Mars turns retrograde I know that this is awful but I can't recognise your name instead of listening you took it out on me 'cause you weren't happy for me to let you be but you weren't happy for me to let you be even though I see that you weren't meant for me (Mars retrograde)
10.
Disciple 07:42
The way you cause me pain and I don't fight it your infliction is true I really want it but I'll fight it take a beating or two release the bindings from my hands I'll take a picture of you so I can throw it back at you you know that you can be someone to hurt like me and this is how I take you every time you know that I can be one to hurt you more than me and this is how you wake up the beast inside of me (the beast inside of me) we'll tap into your power over me carry out the wildest of your dreams call it out 'cause this is how it seems and I love to learn from you and I love to hurt you too I'm your disciple and I love to hurt you too and you know that this is not how it should be the shards of glass are sticking into me you are not who you used to be and I was always meant to not see the way I hate your flesh but I don't fight it your infliction is true I never want it but I'll take it tear me down into two release the bindings from my hands our interaction is true but I don't want it to be with you take me deeper down to new extremes and I will fulfil all your darkest dreams you lift me up and make me want to scream
11.
Limitations 05:39
Now that we have to face up to this I didn't think that it would stay but as I found myself a different view I know that it will bring the day so that I know where I stand I'll take a minute to think through if there's only one that can make me feel right and now I know that you and I are parting ways What it takes to feel good nothing's easy how I wrestle with myself don't you know it's not so hard limitations how I struggle to break free from me but as I found myself a different view I didn't think that it would stay I wish that it would come to me oh, what to do? as the fight enters the fray how I wish that I could stand the way I never let you through if there's only one but I still know that you and I are parting ways I never meant to take it out on you but this is how I knew that I had left something so far behind (but I still know) and I can't take...
12.
I have to pray that this is my redemption from all the burdens that I own It's cold and this is my protection from all the shapes that it will mould Why do I bear the curse of such exception will all the chances that I blow unfold when faced with the rejection with there no meaning in the world There has to be another way another time, another place for me to go and I know that I will always face this feeling alone There has to be another way another time, another place for me to go and I know the way back home

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released January 1, 2012

© ℗ 2011, 2012 - Antiscion. Produced by Zac Phoenix in London, UK and mastered by John Sellekaers of Metarc in Brussels, Belgium.

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Antiscion is a futurepop project that was born and is developed almost exclusively in the middle of the night. Taking influences from a wide range of alternative electronic styles, the debut album 'Cold Prospect' explores new sonic directions and philosophic and emotional themes. ... more

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